Thursday, May 29, 2008

smile at yourself although you are a loser

it made me feel worthless and useless..

this should've been something that i can be proud of..
however, it has let me down for the second time in my life.

so, what else in myself can i be proud of?

i feel like a loser.

just now, my smile which showed my acceptance came out too fast, even before my heart and brain could take what i had just heard as a reality that i could accept.
i really don't understand why.

can you please tell me why you did this to me?

my hope has gone.
i have wasted my time today.

yeah, i just have to learn how to smile at my failure.

but, still, i'm a loser.. <-- :) must smile at it yeah

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