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firstly, was a bit discontented when she said that i looked very lost (again) and that she actually scolded me in the game for not passing enough.
but, finally i could accept my weaknesses and learn from the mistakes i made.

thanks to her, ji hui or zhi hui haha i dont know how to spell her name.
thanks for telling me all my stupid mistakes.
thanks for telling me how i should improve on my playing.
thanks for being so patient and observant: showing me my weakness in details, explaining the steps i should take to improve in details, giving me chance to try again until i got it right.

thanks to ms ang, the lovely coach ever! :)
for giving me the opportunity to learn more from the training.
thanks for being so patient too in explaining my weaknesses to me.

i was about to not go for the training today, because i felt very uneasy and nervous about going for it.
but, well, just encouraged myself to go. find new friends. one said (ms val). new experience.
and in the end, there was something more too. new stuff to learn.

i feel that: although i'd been training so often, i'd not picked up the real skill yet. especially in a game. don't know why.
my ignorance hindered me? or my coach didn't notice since the others' weaknesses covered up mine? or.. have i lost my skill?

anyhow, i'm lousy now. well, only in a game. basic stuff, like passing, shooting (it's no longer as accurate as it used to be though), they are still okay.
but in a game, i'm completely totally absolutely lost and absent-minded.
i feel so damn stupid. haha.

thanks also to zheng chao for giving me personal training. teaching me some fakes.
but, too bad, i don't know how to use them in a game hahahahahaha.
see how stupid i am.
hrrhrhrhrhrrrrrh.

next tuesday will be another training.