beautiful people camp 13-15june

too many things to learn. making me sick and disturbed! knowing that it'll be hard to put those things into action. but still, very grateful.

my trainer in that camp said that my dreams are not too idealistic. they are reasonable.

falling down hurt. took up a lot of courage and strength to get up and pull myself up. tough. hard. hated it. hate it.

and i realised that i am actually not easy to get excited. for some things. whereas others are for those particular ones.

gonna go to that home again next week after the kungfu panda treat cum lunch.

the grand luxurious regent hotel was too much to ask for. loved it!
had not been enjoying such facilities for months. the last was in november and was not that high class. tv, tub (sh*t, didn't bathe! only showered), air-con, spring bed. buffet dinner! heaven on earth!

thanks to big sisters. beautiful people..
despite regret for joining the camp at the beginning, it turned out to be so cool in fact that i benefited a lot.

dreams.. leaders.. care.. those kinda bullshit theoretical stuff put into activities which were the analogies to the real life.
annoying, but beneficial.
but, not easy to put into action in real life.

and.. not really miss the regent, instead i miss germany and all its stuff i enjoyed there. weird.

i'm not in the mood.

i need to force myself to face book. not facebook.