..then i came to read my old messages three months plus ago.
germany..
it made me feel sooo strange.
shit!
what happened to me!
i really miss germany so much that i couldn't think!
i feel so refrained from doing anything at all!
is it my fault that i put germany stuff in everything, that everytime i see it my feeling hurts a lot?
germany..
it made me feel sooo strange.
shit!
what happened to me!
i really miss germany so much that i couldn't think!
i feel so refrained from doing anything at all!
is it my fault that i put germany stuff in everything, that everytime i see it my feeling hurts a lot?
it has been 3months plus but it still can't get out of my head!
i miss my bro! i miss the moments we shared in germany together!
frankfurt..
the streets.. kaiserstrasse and other strasses that we passed by..
the that shop i've forgotten the name already.. where i was looking for a bell for my guardian.
another shop and another shop which was a souvenir shop where i finally found the bell at.
the train.. the station.
the kebab shop where we had our dinner together at.. in the middle of the damn cold rainy evening.
the moment when i told him that i need to shee shee that he told me to just do so at the toilet in the train station.
the cafe, the chocolate drink he bought for me, where we were waiting for the time to come for him to go back home and for us to go to the airport.
the moment when he passed me some money for allowance,
when he bought the train ticket,
when he showed me how to go to the train station ourselves without him,
since he had to go back earlier than us.
if not, he would have to wait for another around 1hour for the next train.
the moment where he hugged me before leaving for kaiserslautern..
i held back my tears with a great effort that day..
it was so painful for me to hold back my tears on the plane too.
every second was a struggle for me.
the euros he gave me, it's still kept nicely. i just don't want to exchange it and use it to pay my lodging fee.
i miss my bro! i miss the moments we shared in germany together!
frankfurt..
the streets.. kaiserstrasse and other strasses that we passed by..
the that shop i've forgotten the name already.. where i was looking for a bell for my guardian.
another shop and another shop which was a souvenir shop where i finally found the bell at.
the train.. the station.
the kebab shop where we had our dinner together at.. in the middle of the damn cold rainy evening.
the moment when i told him that i need to shee shee that he told me to just do so at the toilet in the train station.
the cafe, the chocolate drink he bought for me, where we were waiting for the time to come for him to go back home and for us to go to the airport.
the moment when he passed me some money for allowance,
when he bought the train ticket,
when he showed me how to go to the train station ourselves without him,
since he had to go back earlier than us.
if not, he would have to wait for another around 1hour for the next train.
the moment where he hugged me before leaving for kaiserslautern..
i held back my tears with a great effort that day..
it was so painful for me to hold back my tears on the plane too.
every second was a struggle for me.
the euros he gave me, it's still kept nicely. i just don't want to exchange it and use it to pay my lodging fee.
darn! everytime i see germany's match, i will miss germany even more!
darn! i really miss a&o hostel.
every hostel that we stayed at..
i missed the moment we had having the breakfast and dinner together.
lunch at chinese restaurant, some other restaurant also, and kebab.
i miss the moment when we shopped and walked around the shopping centre.
i miss H&M! pimkie..
i miss alan, winston and the bus driver..
i miss all the journey.
i miss being in the middle of the sea of angmohs..
i miss the weather.
i miss the snow..
i miss wearing those layers of clothes..
i miss germany!
i miss germany!
i miss germanyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
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