sleepless slumber on prelim days

Sleeping makes people happy after they are awake.

Yeah, that statement is believable.
It is supported by another source. The radio.
(Although there is only a phrase saying: The TV is never wrong, I think it works too for radio)
The radio 98.7 says that sleeping makes women grumble less.
So..
Guys, let your girls have enough sleep to make them happy!
If they are happy, you will be happy too!

Umm..
I couldn't be bothered by that fat hope anymore.
Who cares. Don't wanna give a fig.

It was so touching.
When I was rushing off to study at *$ (Starbucks -abreviation by Nissa),
Ahpa called me to come closer to him.
I thought it to be a joke.
But I just complied with it.
"..give me your two hands.."
I was like.. "Wth is he gonna do?"
"..now, close your eyes.."
He held my hands.

..then the prayer went..
Uhh, it was soooo sweeeet.
"May you bless her with Your wisdom for her exams and be the best.."

But, I'm so sorry that I might disappoint you this time.
I screwed up my prelims.
Should've been able to score well enough for my history paper.
But, 12marks have gone because of my carelessness.
I MISREAD THE QUESTION!

Alright, still gotta move on.

in vain

This is all confusion.
Their attitude towards me.
Sometimes makes me feel like I'm abandoned, sometimes my suspicion seems totally wrong.

And I'm just waiting in vain.
This is only a fat hope after all.

The photographs. They speak a thousand words.
Though ambiguous, they mean at least something.

Why does it always rain on me?
I'm just none of those perfect ones who deserve a perfect one.
Sometimes I just hate myself for being me. But there's no point in it.

Things just won't turn out to be like what I've been expecting.
Sighs. Too high an expectation.

No good. Must resist myself from doing it again. But, how?

Prelims.

i dont need an imitation.

thanks to Daniel. I really would like to acknowledge him for what he has done.. This is a phrase by him to express happiness:

"I'm happy till the extent of I can kiss every single bees out there.."

Tomorrow is prelim and I still feel so relaxed. Oh gosh. How could this be?

And my night study and group study, nearing the prelim itself, all screwed up.
Why so?

But, I'll never regret tonight.
If Daniel had never urged me to do so, it would never end up this way.
And.. I wouldn't be this happy at all.

"Cause it's you in my arms tonight.. I don't need an imitation." -Imitation, Melee.
;]

Dan, I'd need no more imitation like what you created last night.
Cause tonight I found the real creation. Haha..

Shit. Prelim is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!

inevitable mosh.inc

It's gonna be a marvelous day!
Yoo!

Thanks, mom and dad for allowing me to go for it.

Now, it's time to study for prelim.
After it's all over, it's time to have fun..

:)

regretted what i said. loved today.

I regretted what I had just said here yesterday.
So, I made the posts private.

My mood changed to be better in the day. That's good.

I love my hair now. I feel so fresh and untroubled.
But, I didn't like how the person did her service.
Very unprofessional.
I shouldn't go to that salon anymore ever again.
I shouldn't recommend my friends to go there either.

I saw a rainbow while waiting for the bus at the bus interchange.
I saw it again when I was in the bus, reminding me when I saw a rainbow from inside the bus in Germany.
I saw afternoon's sun penetrating through the tall trees around Bedok Reservoir from inside the bus.
It reminded me too, when I saw the same thing in Germany..
Hhhh, Germany..

Tomorrow.. It's gonna be a cooool day ;]
lols. Can't wait to see how it's gonna turn out to be.

I still can't decide.
Malay or Indian, ah?

Tchoukball for tomorrow's PE. Gonna love it.

PingYiTchoukballRules

It was really unexpected and beyond belief..
Thank God.. We came in FIRST!
We didn't fall into the FIRST-RUNNER UP circle like I'd been experiencing for the past one month.
NO MORE FIRST-RUNNER UP!

We played better against KCP which was stonger than TK.
We played TK first, meaning that we weren't really warmed up yet.
And, their weaknesses made us not able to really play the game well.
It's like, we were influenced by their ill preparedness in terms of even knowing the rules of the game and basic stuff like how to shoot and catch PROPERLY.
We were deprived from doing the usual thing.
PLUS.. They shouted a lot of vulgarities when they couldn't do things properly or when we did something by mistake towards them (like, accidently pushed them)
*venomous mouths with the (--puuck--) you and stuff*

I'm very very sure that we all looked quite stupid in the first game.
Winning didn't make us proud.
Only the second which was also the last game for us against KCP, the victory even made some of my teammates cry. me, not included.
LOLS.

I felt soooo hyper today!
We cheered together for the guys, our guys' team also cheered for us :)
We even cheered for other school! KCP :)
It was very fun! We did something like a wave, like what soccer spectators usually do.

Oh, man..
It was our last game. Our first and last game ever as Ping Yi Tchoukball Team.
But we made it to be the first! ..in Singapore.
We felt so proud of everyone in the team.
I am so proud of especially my side's partners: Alisa, Rilwana, Azleen.

Even though all of us did quite numbers of mistakes on the court, but we never blamed each other!
We even encouraged each other to do better..
That's the spirit I like from our team :)

We had done a good job, attempting to shout (dominating the court to bring the spirit up) and cheer and encourage each other..

We celebrated Farah's birthday. She was surprised and so happy :)
Ate Pizza Hut (Mr Rezal treated us yaaay!) while listening to music in his homeroom.

What a nice end for our tchoukball life in secondary school..
I LOVE PING YI TCHOUKBALL!
I'm gonna miss everything!

Can't wait to be called up there in front of the students during assembly in the morning.
Announcement of our victory.

:D

TCHOUKBALL-A SPORT FOR ALL

I'm reading articles about tchoukball. The history and stuff.
I then finally realised that it is indeed a SPORT FOR ALL.
I will never regret that I once decided to take up this sport.

Now, I declare that..
I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY TCHOUKBALL AS WELL AS TO PROMOTE THIS GAME TO EVERYONE.

Oh gosh.. I'm being so 'what'. Sighs.

irony of life

I find that this year is very ironic. I don't even know if this word is appropriate to describe what I mean.
I'm supposed to peak in terms of studying this year, cos this is my last year whereby I have to take my O Levels.
However, I become closer to a lot of friends, I'm more committed to a lot of co-curricular activities ONLY THIS YEAR, such that I'm refrained from studying very hard.
I'm scared. I'm worried.
Why this year?
I know the answer myself though.
It's because this is my second year here. Of course I would have more friends and become closer to them this year. It's common sense.
I don't really like this. But I like it..! But.. it makes me so sinful by being lazy and succumbing to hanging out with friends instead of studying.

And also, this sinful laptop.. GOSH!
Why did I get this laptop from my friend?
I love it so much. Indulging myself in the cyberspace.. But I don't like it!
Cos it deprives me from studying!
NO.. I feel so scared! NO!

But.. I think this is kinda the right time too to enjoy my time with friends.
Since it's the last year of school.
I'm gonna miss secondary school life.. My friends, my school.. All the hurts, brokenness, failures, as well as the happy times, precious moments, amusing experiences..
I have to confess that I REALLY LOVE MY FRIENDS.

Hmm..
Everything, the enjoyable moment, is gonna be over, one by one..
Band was one of it that was already over.

Tomorrow is gonna be the last day of us playing tchoukball as Ping Yi Tchoukball Team.
I'm gonna miss the training we had.
Today, it was the last training with the school team ever..
Sobs.

Everything, sadly, has an end.

yayayayayyyy

I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M SO "HYPER" TODAY..

but, i'm quite sad for estee..
don't be sad, fishy butt..

i don't know what's so special about today,
maybe i should say that nothing's so special today,
but i just feel so high!

anyway, i almost finished my book!

A SPECTACLE OF CORRUPTION by DAVID LISS.
rocks my world!