fear

I'm so scared..
The wind is so strong..

I'm so scared..
Why does the wind have to come at this point of time?

And I'm so scared..
I'm not in the expected study mode yet.

I think I'm just overparanoid.
It's just wind.

I think I'm just too paranoid.
The wind is outside and I still can close all my windows to avoid the wind blow.
I still have a proper shelter..

And I shouldn't get this anxious!
My brother; he will soon get the way out for his problem.
Me; I still have one and a half month to go. And I should be thankful I realise it now that I'm not in the expected study mode yet, so that I can work on it now.
Slowly but sure. It's not too late.
Strategy, strategy, strategy.
Pray, pray, pray.