rollercoaster high up

I feel eminently overjoyed and surpassingly grateful today!
WOW. That was an utterly blatant statement..

I don't know! It's just that,
nowadays, I savour such a satisfaction and fulfilment in me.
What could the rationale be?


Well, let me sort some of the possible causes out:

1. I sense a little improvement in my studies

2. I always feel so encouraged to study (doh, O Levels are coming soon!!!)

3. I have friends who really care for me after all, despite all problems I've gone through previously
4. ..friends whom I can really talk and share ideas and things with
5. ..friends who really appreciate and respect me
6. ..friends I can learn things with and from, vice versa
7. ..friends who know and accept the fact that I care for them too
8. ..and that I've come to realise that being so fretful and sensitive about how some particular friends treated me was just a waste of time as well as energy

9. I'm happy with my newly-thinned hair!

10. I've finished reading "If You Could See Me Now".. And I think "Ivan and Elizabeth" 's joy has contributed a lot to my "pocket recently-filled with sunshine"

11. My faith has been restored..

12. and.. Honestly, master has brought about a lot of colours into my life too, in spite of all the odds.. :]

13. ..a lot more.........


..now I've come to realise how blessed my life is.. or rather, has been..
Just that, I had always looked on the dark side of life; now the light has come!

Oh! One more thing..
New roommates brighten up my room :D

It's been a rollercoaster ride for the past two months.
Observing the trend, if I could draw it out in a graph paper, the graph would continue to increase..
And hence I could predict that..
This would reach the peak at the right time..
..1 precious month to prepare..
2 weeks of battle will come right through..
..and I will make it!
Amen..

After all, this is just a ride.
Now I can be up here, but there will be times where I won't be here anymore.
But, I think, I hope, it's still a very loooooooooooooooooooooong way to go..
Haha. Me and my utopian and optimistic hopes.







*angmohangmohangmohangmohangmohangmohs!* LOL!
too obsessed. damn!