liberty

Recently, I have always felt so empty deep inside despite getting almost everything I wanted.
This feeling, I think, I have to attribute it to my loss of focus. I have lost my focus at a very wrong moment. I've become playful and quite unusually negligent of some of my work nowadays, when it's ten days to Os. What a wonderful timing..

Today was the last day of school. Yeap, now I don't have to worry about sleeping too late and waking up so early in the morning. Nothing's restricting me anymore. I can take my time revising all the things for the exams.

I was so happy! And I still am. What a liberty!

But there's a time when I was so emotionally immersed in thoughts, thinking this was a sad thing ever; no more sharing sorrows and laughters with my buddies and teachers.

And most importantly.. THE FOOD. It was a shame to those who had played truant from Tuesday to Thursday cos they weren't able to enjoy the canteen's food for the very last time. Almost all the stalls were closed plus we weren't given recess time.

Anyways, back to my thought that moving on and leaving everything behind are the kinda things that I'm blue about.. When I reconsider it, I'd surely love to NOT go back to those tiring moments spent in school everyday for the entire year ever again. But, somehow this is just some kinda weird thought that keeps niggling in my heart although there's no point regretting that it's over. Cos I don't wish to go back to those moments again! It's just like.. "Oh, it's ashame that it's over. I'll miss it so much. But it's good too that it's fiiiinnnnaaaalllyy over."

TODAY.
I learnt something. Or rather, proved myself that something I heard was actually true.
..ie. everything's relative.
No matter how artistic an artist thinks his piece is, other people won't necessarily think the same way. Different people have different points of view.
So the bottom line is, just appreciate everything you see and hear.
The artist may want to express something that you just can't see, like how sometimes other people don't understand how you're feeling.

And, thank God the speech went smoothly. Many thanks. Expectedly unexpected, it turned out to be.

Official graduation ceremony..