I think I've lost my way.
I'm in need of shelter,
Far above this place.
I can see a castle,
High up on this hill.
Could it be my freedom,
Left to my own will?
I thought I was holding on,
But my heart slipped away.
There's nothing wrong,
That's my song,
I wanna let it play.
I wanna let it play.
This love needs a home......"
Fortress - Hope
i'm getting comfortable being here so fast and i kinda hate it. cos then i won't be able to easily overcome the homesickness after i leave.
everything in the past starts to come niggling in my mind.
all comes with some thoughts full of wonders, questions, doubts, and also some feelings of emptiness, jealousy, and dissatisfaction.
i just can't picture him with someone else.
tho i myself can picture me with someone else. that's so unfair.
ha-ha-hah. (sarcastic)
...why her? and why so much of a change!
*but, that's too much. let them be.
you didn't wanna be with him anyway. you don't and you won't*
but i need... that.. too for myself. i feel so insecure.
take me away..
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