Despite what I've done, yet He always comes to my rescue.
I miss those moments. All that I had last week.
I couldn't believe what I saw, tasted, felt, heard and breathed in.
All felt like a sweet dream, too good to be true - but yet too fast to slip away.
Sometimes when I stare into the still air, I could even see everything so clearly as though it's real.
I miss you.
Well, I can't believe that I'm still here in 'the system'.
I don't know how long more I can survive though.
It really depends on tomorrow.
Sometimes I just wish that it'll be so bad that I won't even need to think twice to get out.
But somehow I could predict that I'll still survive till the day. (well, it may be wrong...)
But, again, I myself don't know which I'd prefer - should I bear with it like the rest and stay, or should I leave.
Air supply and other oldies mode on. Thanks to Rachel's new iTouch.
Shall get back to doing my duty as 'an obedient student'.
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