maybe it's true, the more you hate someone, the more you'll become like that person. or is it true that the more someone nags at you about something, you'll be indoctrinated by what that person says, although you appear to rebel and disagree with what that person says?
seriously. i'm such an ungrateful person. at the same time, does that mean i'm a liar? a hypocrite? everytime i go to church or pray, i'll give thanks to the Lord. i'll praise and thank Him for what He's done for me; dying on the cross to save me from the darkness. but am i truly praising Him? since what i'm doing daily-my inability to be grateful for everything and my taking things for granted- doesn't reflect that i'm thankful for the eternal life He's given me. or, do i thank Him for dying on the cross in my prayer just for the sake of saying it? does it mean that i never mean it?
i feel really lost. i don't know how am i supposed to be like. i know no one can save me besides myself. but sometimes complacency hinders me from growing.
i need to practice. love others. forgive others. don't take things for granted. thank God in every kinda situations. other people owe you nothing-don't ever demand anything from anyone.
